Sunday, July 11, 2004

life~ so full of worries n sadness.. y do we alw seem to haf sth tt bothers us so much.. a v obvious eg is of cos love stuff again~ i mean, cant we juz 4get abt dis love n feelings ting n yet go on w our lives normally, ever so carefree n happy? to sum pple it might sound lyk naive or childish tinking, yet im sure there r pple out there who alw tink of stuff lyk dis.. izit really worth tinking abt stuff tt we often get upset abt? i hate tinking of unhappy stuff cos it juz brings tears to my eyes n grief to my heart.. cos we juz haf simple relationships btw man n woman? juz lyk pu tong peng you.. having close buddies yet no chemistry? wun tt b better 4 at least sum of us? *shake head* =X

today NDP rehearsal was v lame.. all i did was eat fast food n chat~ kana roasted under e sun.. sun-burned abit le.. wasted so much time.. sld haf bring sth to do lor.. juz rem i had tutorials to do etc.. bleah~

juz now aft supper, i board e train at kallang.. e train was packed at e doors areas.. there was no way i could board.. e train left.. i saw inside e train so much space! haiz suan le.. i boarded e nx train.. equally bad but i mian qiang squeeze in.. it was getting late le.. got dis stupid indian guy behind me.. f**king moronic.. i was smsing halfway den suddenly i felt sth brush thru my bag.. *bag was blocking over half my arse*.. kinda feel sth against my arse.. i turned back.. saw his damnit face.. giving a *oops* look.. 4get it.. den 2nd time.. stupid asshole! duno wad happen to him, he used his head bang against my shoulder! n tt was 1 damn hard knock man! i turned back again.. he juz grinned n said "sorry"! omg~ i almost flared at tt f**ker! ma jiam wana molest pple sia.. i duno was i tinking too far-fetched but i was real pissed; i was so tempted to shout MOLEST! arghh~ no1 wld believe me la.. me not chio bu or wadeva ma~ haha jkjk.. aniwae i was so fed up, pple was ard me looking.. nv say anyting to hwlp me.. juz stared tt crap face.. all i did was gif tt attitude face la.. i hate dis~ go home, whole body itching.. duno y.. im not being racist, but he really was e limit! told my sis... she went "omg!" yeah~ i bathe n wash hair lor.. bo bian.. *itch relapse* gtg zzz le.. buai tahan!

No comments: