wow.. more den 2 wks nv update le.. so sorry for tt.. laptop juz reformatted not long ago.. was bz dl software back n of cos trying to settle my hse internet connection properly lor.. kinda messed up but as 4 now, its ok.. haha~ yeah every1 bz mugging for e coming common tests ar.. seriously e modules dis sem seems more challenging lor.. no mood to even study.. being tt there was so much public holidays etc since dec till now.. soon it'll be CNY.. whoa! time really flies.. soon it'll be feb le..

hmm life has been rather smooth dis mth.. having tt frenships etc r all rather intact.. juz met up w titus n our other sec 4 classmates.. shi yun, maddy, alvin, cher hao, li shern, joshua, terry, samuel... went to marina bay for dinner.. we had a hella a time there crapping non stop.. its been so long since we chat till so late.. followed w bowling session... lolx... nice...

cum to tink of it, i've been eating so much recently tt i could oni run for less den 200m sia... *sigh* im not fat, juz lazy to burn those unused carbs.. hahaha~~ i wana exercise but i dun c any company.. wana play badminton, tennis, swimming or juz plain jogging... had bad case of diahorrea *how e hell u spell tt word?!* anyway its bad stomachache.. all tks to e steamboat we ate at marina bay la.. haha.. guess i ate sum uncooked food la.. eeks!

gotta start on my revision le.. been slacking.. sum of my classmates haf alr started lor... they alw thot i super pro in my studies, alw ask me 4 help when i super blur sia.. SMC ( System Modelling & Control) killer module.. Sir still can say its v difficult to fail it.. damn~! 4 papers to study.. 1st to 4th feb... non stop action sia.. in sequence.. SMC, MPI (Microcontroller Processing & Interfacing), MEM (Modern Engineering Materials), SD (Sensors & Drivers)... *sigh* back to online quiz now.. lab quiz coming.. . study break is no fun sia.. bleah~~~ gtg.. au revoir~~~!

haha.. looks lyk every1's equally bz to update their blogs ar.. my laptop has officially been sent 4 brainwashing.. so i gotta wait till nx wk.. everyting's in a mess now.. wrote out my agenda 4 dis wkend,, realised i've been slacking juz too much.. too much stuff haf accumlated, therefore tml i'll stay home n clear the mess..

most of us dun feel v happy lately.. y? i've been having my ups n downs too.. pple getting sick, tired, despondent by happenings in their lives.. our perspectives in life haf changed alot, as compared when we 1st entered poly.. well life's lidat.. lifelong learning blah3~~

i haf lotsa stuff to update but as usual, sch has sucked my energy up alr... laziness has acted up again.. hee~~ i miss my buddies!! been so long since we gathered tgt 4 a nice chat over coffee... sigh.. but well studies r equally impt man.. common tests.. *yawns* quizzes again.. okok i wana slp le.. ciaoz!

my laptop crashed last wk.. cant go online access to my emails etc.. thank goodness there's a home PC.. sigh. tings r going on so fast now.. its 2005.. but i dun feel the excitement.. haben been a gd wk since last wk of 2004 till now.. been down on my luck.. n i duno y.. many stuff kip happening so quickly everyday n time juz flies so fast u hardly haf time to catch ur breath to juz take a deep breath sia.. christmas, new yr.. no big deal.. im juz looking fwd to CNY.. at least i get to buy new clothes n c all my relatives again.. at least there's $$ to get n nice food to munch on.. hee~~!

online n class quizzes r packing into my brains now.. stress -.-! common tests end of jan.. sounds so far, yet its oni 3 wks away oni.. ayb eim juz scaring myself but seriously, dis sem sch really bores me.. it wasn't as fun as e prev 3 sems la.. sigh~~ wad's life? so hectic.. no time 4 relaxation.. at least i still got my guy to hang on to, under all circumstances..

time to go slp.. freaking shag sia... sch juz suck e energy outta me everyday.. when mondays comes, every1 gets e blues.. n juz cant wait 4 fridays to cum so tt we got e wkends to enjoy.. yet aft 2 days of playing, its back to monday.. *yawns* its a routine all over again.. *sigh* wad e hell os going on... i wana orh orh la.. buai tahan..

pple complain i nv blog 4 so long.. so here m i blogging away.. yeah its e holiday season once again.. christmas n 2005 coming so soon.. had a great time hanging out w frenz.. geez gave christmas cards n lit' pressies 4 my frenz n buddies.. every1 close to my heart.. im broke, but its e thot tt counts.. yeah~! haha.. manage to kip in contact w sum of my old pals n its great to hear tt they r doing fine.. sch's kinda sucks esp when every1's enjoying themselves ar.. well lyk wad pris said, e faster poly starts, e faster u get out of poly.. its true... cant wait till nx fri.. new yr eve.. sure to be v happening again la.. countdown to 2005~! yeah.. im so hungry now.. lz to blog le.. shall blog sumwhere nx wk ba.. haha~! au revoir!!

oops.. its been more den a wk since i last blogged.. been real bz w sch n other stuff recently.. anyway i seldom go online at home nowadays.. many stuff haf been happening dis mth.. too much to say, too lit' time to finish.. haha~! dis sem modules r indeed v 'challenging'.. no mood to really study.. hmm got sum assignments due soon alr.. fast ar.. haben start yet.. sigh~ im down w cold n sore throat.. due to e changing hot n cold weather.. madness sia! haha at least i got sexier voice ar.. lolx!! blocked nose n ears, hoarse voice n a totally shag body.. sigh.. but i hope every1's doing fine now. at least christmas' round e corner.. only consolation is that we get to c our classmates n lecturers dis time.. plus half day sch lor.. lolx.. no diff ar.. no choice la.. okok gtg do my stuff le.. peeps, do take care ar.. *hugs*

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!! im finally 18!! hahaha...

wow.. sorry 4 e lit' updates dis mth.. haben been online recently... alw working n out w frenz n him.. my bdae is finally comin soon.. 1 more wk! so exciting!!! yeah.. finally gonna be 18 yrs old.. woo hoo~~ peeps.. stop luffing ur aSS off.. i noe im e youngest among all.. be it w my buddies or classmates.. geez.. but hey. im 1 of e tallest gals.. hahaha~! aniwae mark dis date 10th dec!! lalalalala~~~

ooh.. juz had a chat on msn w jacqueline, my pri sch fren who went tuition w me in e past.. she's finally coming back to spore!!! omg~~ i miz her so much.. e last time i saw her was on 15th dec 2003.. almost a yr.. she's coming back on e 13th... great... cant wait to catch up w her.. ooh btw, she's a beautiful n tall gal... who's a national swimmer..

okok gtg makan lunch.. *yum yum* later gotta settle my remaining furniture stuff.. gonna drill a hole into e wall to hang my new mirror! my bedroom has finally been revamped! frm a pinky girlie pig sty.. to a classic n modern, closed-concept bedroom.. its beautiful.. i love e choice of furniture.. so did my papa.. i was surprised yet pleased though.. hee~~! so glad he decided to increase e budget frm $1200 to $1500.. thank God 4 his blessings!

geez tml still gotta work sia.. sian 1/2.. starting to dread sch even though e new sem haben start yet.. hee~~! enjoy e last 3 days of e holidays peeps! cya soon!

geez.. no work till sat.. sad.. no $$ to earn.. my GUESS watch n wallet r gone.. sobz~! so fed up.. sat n sun work at sentosa.. sat got free flow event for 2h, den work w yan for 3h.. oni earn $30.. sun i replace yan, 11am to 7pm.. $40.. so little.. im gonna continue to work nx wk.. sigh~ my plans all went haywire..

yest was chaos, went to ikea w my sis.. went to order furniture n bought sum stuff home.. rugs, storage units, study tables, chairs, bed frames, mattress, wardrobe etc... *phew* exceeded e budget juz abit.. papa scolded me cos of sum stupid delivery conditions set by Ikea.. so i promised papa tt i'll pack my room aka pig sty by sat, b4 i go work lor.. stuff will be delivered by nx tue lor.. but i felt great to haf done all my shopping in less den 3h..

although i was v late to mit shi yun.. lolx~ free movie to Shark Tale at Lido.. not as funi as The Incredibles.. free popcorn n drinks.. wow! 1st time we finish e whole popcorn cos we were so hungry.. a v packed day.. not to 4get e drama btw me, yan n jennifer.. v funny, wanted to luff.. not bcos we were cracking jokes but bcos she was such a pest... bloody nuisance, tt's wad yan smsed her.. she insulted us back n we juz played cool.. she called non stop n e drama continued till dis morning.. i was dreaming so sweetly n dis silly gal n her fren kept disturbing me.. wad a spoiler.. alw disrupt my day sia..

anyway time to pack my pig sty.. enjoy ur wkend peeps!

*yawns* wad a tiring morning i muz say... muz help yan n zhi wei w their IS enrolment.. sacrifice my slp juz 4 'em.. mine at 5pm sia.. nvm aft tt i go mit him.. too bored at home.. i off till wed.. thurs onwards work at expo again.. yest finally got to hang out w my buddies.. feels so gd to be w 'em.. no politics n stuff.. juz laughter n jokes in e air.. hmm i had a fantastic dinner w our popcorn collegues.. at Genkis Khan at Takashimaya.. was fun crappin w jonathan, soon feng, ben, stella, auntie suying n her 3 kids.. but we tok abit to ken la.. dun bother abt him *humph* crazy guy.. bleah! finally got my pay! got so little sia.. i rem i slog lyk crazy yet oni earn so little sia.. now every fingers on both hands haf ugly burns n scars.. damn~! l

last whole wk haf been real crazy 4 me.. extreme mood swings due to certain reasons.. tears n laughter were part of my wk.. usually i wld haf called han ping to get him to listen to my troubles.. but he's away 4 e mth.. i felt so miserable.. n miss dis great buddy of mine so terribly! *sobz* so i ended up telling yan abt it.. i felt real gd aft pouring out everything... he seems to understand me even more aft tt.. which is better.. haha~! every1 seems to be so scared whenever i get angry.. he said my face super black n scary.. as if i'd bite tt kid's head off if e kid tok to me.. haha~ buddies.. m i tt scary?!

*bored to tears* shall catch sum winks b4 11am, zhi wei's enrolment time.. bloody tired.. too bored alr... wad's life~?

been so long since i last blogged.. v sorry peeps 4 no updates. been so exhausted working non stop.. at expo, popping popcorn non stop, spinning cotton candy, cut sticky muai chee n steam loads of corn.. everyday 9am start work, end at 10+ at nite.. sucks e life outta us, young kids lor.. e money we earned was miserable ok, but i had to work 4 e sake of my new furniture.. btw i've alr ordered my new wardrobe, cool man.. sliding doors de.. haha~ call me auntie la.. i bargained 4 a lower price cos my pa set a budget 4 me..

finally i got off today n tml.. but tml nite, our popcorn bosses r throwing a dinner 4 us staff, 4 all e hard work we put in, n of cos e profits they haf made over e mths.. haha~ japanese food at sum gd hotel la.. haha~ cant wait! i love food~ *yum yum* hah anyway thurs my job will be slack, got free flow event at M1 HQ.. my fave job.. me n shen feng, pop popcorn n spin cotton candy... hee~~ 1-4pm.. earn $30 in 3h.. cool~! e past wk of work at expo, due to John Little Warehouse Sales, i've bcum such gd pals w jonathan, shen feng, ben, auntie suying, her 2 daughters: yan fang mei mei n her jie jie.. haha~ its great fun working w 'em.. lotsa laughter n craps although work juz sucks..

been so exhausted but at least today i get to rest well... *phew* been so paranoid recently cos i scared i oversleep den late 4 work.. michelle has alr warned me n i was late.. so well... old habits die hard, but they'll die sumday.. btw, haben had time to catch up w my buddies, esp u Shi Yun.. tml afternoon u free we mit up awhile ok? n i miz han ping alot~! miz e chats we had on e fone every nite.. sigh~ gtg makan lunch alr.. *oops, haben brush teeth yet* hee~! ciaoz!

worked today.. 14h straight... 8am to 10pm.. so shag.. was so bz.. but had fun w jonathan, auntie suying, michelle n yu qing.. haha~! ate alot today.... wow! aft work i went to find him... due to sum reasons... its been a wk since i last came online.. IE seems to kip giving me lotsa probs,, esp my lappy.. feel lyk brainwashing dis damn stuff.. duno wad to blog alr.. bored to tears!

woo hoo~! yest 3rd nov~ zhi wei's bdae.. plus we celebrated our beloved dudes' bdaes in advance~ yupz.. to cher hao n alvin, our bez buds since sec sch.. hohoho~ hope u 2 lyk ur pressies me n shi yun chose w care n love~! had fun catching up w 'em, having dinner at Sakae Sushi, watching Doll Master, n supper at BK~! moronic kids we are.. but tt's wad makes us so special to each other.. been sum time since every1's so onz liaoz..

nx mth its my turn.. YAY~! finally sia.. finally im gonna be 18 yrs old.. although many says i dun look my age.. ( in other words, i look older den my age..) sigh~ compliment or insult, i welcome tt remark w open arms.. haha~~ aniwae tings r going on pretty smooth 4 me now.. great~ had 1 whole wk to slack b4 i pia work at popcorn at expo 4 e rest of e mth lor.. i need lotsa strength n energy sia.. so broke.. wana get my bew bedroom furniture soon too~! han ping's leaving 4 thailand soon.. gonna miz e times when i cant slp n need to chat.. sigh~ nov, a boring mth.. yes it is.. to me.. wana watch tv le.. cya~!

hmm.. i feel real blessed whenever i tink abt e gd tings tt happened in my life... w God, my family, my buddies n frenz, and of cos him in my life.. aLL these has made me so complete.. w/o God in my life i tink tt nuthin in my life can be made possible.. my studies, friendships n e lit' tings in my life wld not be so smooth..

my family.. ever so supportive n understanding towards us children.. i really admire my parents 4 being such gd tchers to us, e 4 irritating kids in e family.. w/o papa n mummy, i tink all 4 of us r notti kids now.. they were strict 4 a reason.. we all knew it yet we din lyk it.. but e fruits of their labour is sweet aft all.. we r gd kids now.. its true.. my 2 big bros haf bcum much more matured n nice now.. me n my sis.. haf grown frm crybabies to matured ladies too.. haha~! alw nurturing us in God's way.. hasn't been a ez task 4 pa n ma.. but well tks to 'em~! i love my papa n mummy so much~! of cos my sis, Joanna! woo-hoo~! w/o her, im so helpless.. she's 1 gd listening ear n my helper.. although we piss each other alot..

my frenz.. hmm i love 'em loads too.. they r part of my life! Shi yun, Alvin, Madeline, Cher Hao, Angelina, Ying Xi, Shi Ru.. my sec sch buddies who haf seen me grown frm a introvert to an extrovert.. yupz its true... we hang out tgt loads aft sch everyday, unlike now.. all full of activities.. i miz 'em so much! not to 4get Han Ping, Daniel, Jean.. v gd pals to be with.. esp han ping~!

3 cheers to him, my bez bro in dis world! *hip hip hooray!* alw there 4 me whenever i needed him most.. he'll be there whenever im feeling high or low.. alw there to hear my happiness, joy, tears n sorrows.. plus CRAP! alw listening to me crap on e fone till he's bored to tears.. Shi Yun too~ my pretty sista~! hahaha~~ alw there to gif me advice n listen to me too.. alw hanging out tgt.. crapping n shopping r our fortes~! Daniel.. haben been hanging out w him since e exams period.. but he's a great jiejie to me~ n always will be.. juz lyk Shi Yun, Daniel's always there to help me whenever possible.. n in return i hope to be e 1 who can listen to help ya thru dis difficult time u r going thru.. i really dun wan u to be hurt anymore.. *hugs* take care my dear buddies! frenz lyk Alex, Dawn, Priscilla, Clarice (my dear childhood fren since PY), Annabella n Adelina etc.. so many to list.. yet i wana say dis... u all juz rock my life!

last but not least, my dear... i love him loads.. dis whole ting started 1 yr ago. yeah~ ups n downs, ins n outs.. tears r shed, hurt, regret, confusion, doubts etc.. all cleared now.. aft much patience of waiting 4 e final result of dis r/s.. everyting seems gd now.. we tok tings out, hang out lyk any other usual couple.. oni ting is tt no1 noe who he is.. oni my 4 bez buds noe.. *wrinks* everyting i've done 4 e past few mths has been worth it.. i got my reward.. his love.. frankly, gd tings nv last 4 me.. u noe y.. but i wana embrace dis happiness within me now.. i treasure him loads..

wow~! my 1st time doing a thank-you speech on my blog.. cool~! whole day at home muz blog more ar.. haha~! love ya all *muacks*

sumtimes it feels real gd to juz stay home n slack.. its been a long time since i stayed home e whole day.. everyday im juz so bz outside w frenz, at sch, at work.. been a long time since i watched tv e whole day too.. yest nite i watched America's next Top Model.. wow~! e competition n pressure n stress is horrible! juz 4 fame n glamour n $$, they gotta saricifice so many tings in their lives.. izit really worth it juz 4 e sake of ur dream job?

being a model is not a lifetime job. once a woman lose her figure n firmness of her physical n facial features, no1 wld wan u as their model anymore.. being tall n having beautiful legs is 1 ting.. yet e X-factor is impt too.. beauty, personality, character muz be there.. hoho~ pple tell me to bcum a model cos i got e height.. so wad.. there r much more taller n prettier out there who haf better looks n figures den me.. aniwae im not e least interested in dis industry.. i wana be an air stewardness! its been my dream since young! reasons being tt i love travelling.. miting new pple.. n i love tt SIA stewardness uniform.. tt batik kebaya! i wana wear tt~~! hahaha~~! so tell me, wad's ur dream job?

YAY~! finally got time to blog abit.. *phew* work was tough dis wk! been standing 4 10h straight since wed, popping popcorn, steaming corns, cut muai chee n washing those dirty stuff non stop.. blisters n burns r up again.. but slightly minor so its ok.. haha~

today spin 8h of cotton candy at st. margaret sec.. geez it was a fund raising event.. we made $1152 (572 sticks in total!~!) w e gals who helped me.. v interesting sec 2 gals.. they shout shout shout n i oni 1 spinnin ge candy lyk crazy.. we all went home so sticky.. they even gif me a poster of e stall they made.. n sign their names, sending their bez wishes to me.. to kip in touch n rem 'em.. cute n sweet gals.. din take a pic of 'em cos the were so shy plus my hp batt flat... haha~~!

anyway although its been tiring dis wk, yet i still feel happy.. at e thots of my great buddies, him, frenz n family n God in me.. tml sunday go church, den miting alex 4 lunch to do sum catching up! been looking fwd to sunday e whole wk! haha~~ :D so happy.. *grins frm ear to ear*

gtg bathe n wash off those sticky candy off my hair, body n clothes.. eeks! so tired.. legs aching lyk crazy.. plus my whole body la.. shoulders, neck, hands, fingers, feet etc... lolx~! shall blog again soon.. nx wk no work wor~! byebye dear peeps.. shall slack alot...